this is such an old pic. but i feel like posting it even though my hair looks wierd. also i dont have that many pics taken with mum. Recently, she's been treating me rather nice. hmmmm... :)

she work so hard. all i want is to give her a better life. but i'm not even doing well at my studies now.sighh.. i feel so out-of-control. she seems to realise she cant control me much. i seems to have all the freedom in the world. yet i feel so helpless. helpless that i cant excel in everything i do now. yet i feel so happy that i know what kind of life i want in the future. everytime, i jus love discussing the future, now and ever with yang. planning and stuff. i jus love to plan my life the way i want..